A Better Me

i cant imagine being complete now! i been thru a lot of things in my life, been to a lot of trials, been to a lot of sacrifice. but finally I’m fulfill now. yes my past helps me a lot to be who i am and where i am now. sometimes God will test you with thing that hurt you, but it doesnt mean GOD don’t love you, but everything that GOD allow to come our way has a purpose. HE even uses the greatest mistake and the deepest hurt to mold us into a person of worth and value. we may never understand his wisdom but we simply have to trust his will, cuz He knows what best for us! I almost question Him for things happen to me on my past, i ask him why me? why not those person who use someone and have bad intentions, why do i need to be hurt and be mis treat that all i do was to loved and be nice. Now i know why? he just want me to be strong and a better person, a better wife , a better mom, a better friend and a better daugther. i may not a perfect person, but i fear God above all, i may hurt people in my past, but it bcuz they hurt me too. but with all those feeling i have, i did try to forgive them, though they never ask forgiveness, as how God forgive our sins. now i can say to all the people that i am finally complete.
i am very much happy with the life i have now, i have my loving husband with me, who always there in anyways. his the very wonderful man i met in my life, were not rich, but were rich of something that we can give to each other which is real love. were rich of good values and principles that life can offer to us. and were rich of the love and happiness that our SON can give to us. we both blessed to have him, we never planned him to come but we never regret having him in our life. he brings to much joy and love to all of us, his just a God’s gift that make us very complete. his our everything and his our life…" mommy and daddy love you so much James, were always here for you"
i thank God everyday i woke up, having all the blessings we have, and having the two boys in my life, they are nothing to compare with all the things i received, they are my everything. thank God for the new beginning and new life u gave to me, this nothing to compare with. i love you GOD!
I’m just sharing u my life now and how bless i am with everyday. life is to short lets make the most of it. it may hard at the beginning but it will be full of surprises at the end…God has a better plan for all those who have kind heart. you will see it and u will feel the love He has for us! thanks for reading my blog, I’m not used to make blog, but I’m doing it for my hubby and for my son, to let them know how proud i am to have them in my life…